Friday, November 27, 2009

"And that's the present me.." [ 11 | 27 | 2009 ]

I’ve tried everything but giving in.

Been searchin’ for someone specific to hold my heart again; to mend that spot inside of me that I once had faith in. Maybe this part of my body just needs time. Maybe there’s another way, a path towards brighter days. Maybe I’m impatient and need to wait.

But what’s stopping me?

I promise I’ll be good, I’ll love you exactly as I should. Endless and unconditional, I guarantee. Just let me stay with you forever and don’t ever leave. I just want someone to protect and provide for, walking the line between now and forever, fingers intertwined.

I wish I was grown up,

So I could do just that and a little more. One day that day might come, but for now I’ll be tearing out and shutting down. I will always want love, but I just can’t breathe. I want someone to care for, but I just can't think.

Perhaps I am desperate, but I think I’m just lonely and longing for remedy.

And that’s the present me.

- Michael Stephen

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